The best thing about having a blog that no one follows is that I don't have to censor myself. I do anyway, but I'm going to do my best to be completely fucking honest with whoever stumbles across this, and myself.
Fuck it, really.
I keep writing terrible poetry because I really want to write music. I can't play an instrument, I can't read notes, and I have no sense of rhythm. But really, I just want to sing, and dance, and live as freely as I can. I want to leave all of my insecurites in my music and go forward instead of backwards.
I just got an ipod today, and I've been doing nothing but listening to Florence and the Machine since I did, and it's fucking great. I don't know what it is about this, but I feel better than I have in ages. I could just sink into the music and drown myself.
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